FROMTHEMUSEUMS

{THE WIND OF THE WOLF}

2011-06-09T15:02:00.022-05:00

I have never liked that
the wind howls like a wolf.
It gives me a headache.

You also seem a little wolf lately.
That is possibly the reason why you howl
and how you try to surround me in that invisible wall.

What you had given
months ago is the interest
that now samples.
The interest is false
already I know it.

I was your better wall
your better mirror
you do not want to lose to me.

Your words bounced on me
and returned them to you
to cover you of the light
that I gave them.

In me you found your better self
like in poems of salt mines
but the other way around.

Now you no longer
concern anything.
You are going to have
to work more than the wind
if you want to conserve
anything of me.

Finally, I have freed
myself of your threads
and if I remain, I am your friend.

It is only in tribute when waking up
that you offered me yourself.

And only because I wanted it,
I took it, you gave it.

It has freed the love
that has obstructed me.

Is it a letter to somebody?

Of whom does it speak?

Is this the only one of its literary games?

The wind howls again, it is truth.
It has been three days in making it
and love, it hates that.

I used to hate the mysteries of myself.
Now no longer do I concern anything.

You are going to have to work more
than the wind if you want to conserve anything of me.

Finally I have freed myself of your threads.
Finally I have agreed not to be dead.

{TOOK}

2010-01-30T18:46:00.000-05:00

it only took

one thorn

from the crown

to bring me

down.

{NEED IS DESCRIPTION}

2009-12-11T03:30:00.006-05:00

Set the time
and the place

Plan all of it ahead

To leave no space

This agenda here

That agenda there

All over it all over again

In complete circles
Axle in the center

I'll stamp the letter

But I'll never get her.

{LONE STAR}

2009-06-23T00:06:00.002-05:00

One par
Short of awake
Nothing at stake
That time of dream
Excited so much
I want to scream
I sail down funnels
In test tubes
Gaining in visions
Of tunnels
We all drown in

{STARS AND SATELLITES}

2009-06-23T00:04:00.004-05:00

Satellites speak
in Syllables
Polyphonics sway
Unrhythmable
Tantric with Manic
Floating it Upside
Down the ships flip

Rolling stone sells magazines
In the alleyway
off the shelf,
i've seen
They don't gleam
On the corner
Of Dekalb and Adelphi

{COMPLETION}

2009-06-23T00:00:00.003-05:00

Coughing a Larynx
Speaks Rhythmic Distance
Riddle of the Sphinx
A Tablature Tabloid
Without the Instance

Puzzled and Cryptic
A Brothers Keeper

Tired of Being
The Universe's Janitor Sweeper.

{HOUSTON ONE}

2009-06-22T23:59:00.003-05:00

A Wasteland
Ticking of Clocks
Where Guns Shoot
Towards the Sky
In Some Pinewood
Village Sky

Looking For
Shell Homes
We Will Never Find

Walls Floored Me
With Broken Hives
Drones Die Without
The Queen Bee
This is My
Ordinary Story
With No Glory

So We're Sanding the Mantle
Some White Lights Heat
Enchanting the Candle
This Flame Flickers Beat

{EAST VILLAGE WEST}

2009-04-26T21:30:00.003-05:00

A Salt and a Battery

Bittersweet Flattery

Coffee Romances

Burnt like Starbucks

Sugared Sweet Advances

Short Lived Quick Fucks

Planes Landing On

Twelve Continents

Acronyms Lead Nouns

Down Blinding Consonants

Twenty-Four Hour

Traffic Jams

Cannot Find Pearls

In Gutted

Out Clams

{HOW WE ARE LEAVING}

2009-04-26T21:14:00.003-05:00

Reading While Driving

Listening to AM Radio

Drinking Coffee in Other Hand

Nodding and Waving

Opening 12 DNA Strand

Driving Fast

Passing Through

Coming in Last

Walking Heels, Click Clack

Honking Horns

Hobbling Crosswalk

Permanent Noise City

Dirty Pigeons Posing as Doves

Too Many Fingers to Count of Past Loves

How to Relate

Quiet Mind, Meditate

On Cigarette Heat

Carcinogen Entheogen

Cancer Complete

Death Agent Pageant

Pattern of the Steeple

Sharp Stab into the People

Still Transfixed

Descended Mile

Above, Below

Transcended Nile

Omnipresent

Knight

Feathers

Pheasants
Smile

{HOUSTON STREET CONVERSATIONS}

2009-04-26T21:06:00.003-05:00

A Daughter

Like a Mother

Dousing an Abscess

Into Another

I Wounded a Suture

Upon Wanting More

Oh, America, My Whore

A Son

Like a Father

Burning Out

The Insides

To Hollow

My Thoughts

Had Nothing

Left to Give

Of Love

Of War

Nothing More
Never More

{NEW YORK CITY JUNK}

2009-04-26T21:00:00.003-05:00

Un-Neccessary

Noise Prohibited

Sidewalk Closed

Arsenal of Signage

Leaves You Livid

Streetwalkers Posed

While Garibaldi

Pulls the Sword

Attempts At

Describing Truth

In the World of The Word

{TWO SEAS THAT MET}

2009-04-26T20:36:00.005-05:00

Oceans Between

Our Love Lasted

Like Deep Sleep

in a Dream

Atlantic Met Pacific

and Merged

the Bottom Floor

but We Always Wanted More

As the Wave Was Waving

It Crashed into the Sand

and Found Atlantis

Underneath the Land

{NON MOVING}

2009-04-24T10:48:00.003-05:00

Moves On

It's Own

Accord

While You Sleep

in the Depth

of Pillow Talk Romance
You Thought You Would Keep

Skin Touches

Each Others

Energetic Trance
All It Takes, One Glance

Where they Met in Dreams

Other Worldly Screams

It's Only

Atoms

That Meet

{HEARD THAT I SIGH}

2009-04-24T10:42:00.005-05:00

The Golden Ratio

Brought

Mathematic Fellatio

No Equation

Of Pleasure

To Sever

Lit Humanities

Prometheus Fire

Rolled Rocks

Up Hills
Like Sisyphus

Eternity

Never Tires
My Soul
And My Mind
Continues Its Desires

{LAMENT OF A DEATHWISH}

2009-04-24T10:38:00.003-05:00

Deathwish

and the Absence

of a Dream Never Dreamt

That Package

Lay Underneath

The Feet

Wrapped in Puzzles

Where

Pieces Shapes

Never

Meet

Frame One

Flies Past

The Eye

of the Projector

Followed By

The Freeze

Where the Sound

Does No Good

on Deaf Ears

{THE LENTEN MOON}

2009-04-24T10:30:00.003-05:00

Apollo

Couldn't Swallow

Society's Delusional Pill

Instead Disappeared

Completely

in the Death of a Will

and Broke

the Decode

Waltzed on the Wing

With Madness

Laughing it's Broken Teeth

of Upside Down Smiles

All Stories Must End

After Awhile.

{PALACE SOLACE}

2009-04-17T21:41:00.005-05:00

Urgency of

Absentminded Eloquence,

Madness Decadence

Strings Articulation

of Harps Strangulation

Tangles of Roots

Unearthed Orgasmic

Birth

Sleeping Carbonation

Waking Idolation

Tumbled in Trembles

Drowning of Tears

Digested Impulsive Fears

Breathe Water, Swim Air

While you can

Depth of Unknown

Deeper You Swam

Of Pitter Patter

Heart Attack Sync

{CANDELABRA MELTED THE WICK}

2009-04-17T20:28:00.027-05:00

Arriving There

At Early Dusk

A Declaration of Love,

Confused Adoration

Scent of Moonlit

Wolves Wooded Musk

To Plead of Mingle Threats

Wilt to Prayers of Flowers

Loves Endless Debts

To Bring Every Resource

To Bear Upon the Heart

How Oblique

Spoke the

Messenger of Death

And Spoke;

To Speak is

The Suicide of Lucretia

To Listen is
The Cobwebs of Virginia

To Feel is

The Fire of the Dagger

For Chastity

Of Fantasy

For Rogues

Of Rue

Took the Hint

Of the Glossary

Filled Index

Spilled Syntax of

The Mirror

Now Clearer

Left at the Surprise

Of the Excommunicated

Sunrise

{ACCOUNT OF THE ENCHANTRESS}

2009-04-16T23:12:00.002-05:00

Turn to You,

Take of Me

Seraphim of

Night sky

Turn to Me,

Take of You

Reflections of

Death in your Eye

Bezalel Constructed Idea

of Tabernacle Divide

Desert Me in the Vastness

Luminous Dark Enchantment

Bewitched, Eye Twitched

With the Passerby

Deliver Us into the Hand

of that Nothingness Entwined

You are this Day

as the Stars of Heaven

Multiplied You

A Thousand Times

So Many More

Not Able to Bear You

Myself Alone

I'm Walled up to Heaven

{PLACE HOLDER HOLDING}

2009-04-13T23:14:00.003-05:00

Invisible Man

Fire Melted Reference

Indivisible Colder

Sun Burn Tan

Tension Walked

On the Wire

Infinity Closing In

Will and Desire

{PROJECT ION}

2009-04-13T23:11:00.003-05:00

Tug of War

Polarity Fate

Injection

The Mirage

Projection Mate

Erased Linguistics

Singularity Slate

Perfumed Scent

Oxygonal Bent

Messenger Trapezoid

Invisible Mongoloid

Hook, Line

Sinker, Bait

{DUST, COUGHING}

2009-04-13T23:08:00.003-05:00

Unburdened the Demand

Demonized Command

Hierarchal Pyramid

Third Eye Tear In It

Waking the Dreamer

Fish Out of Water

Lung Fluid

Filled Screamer

Ring Around the Roses

Thorn Wound Closes

New Day, New Sunrise

At Last, A Surprise

{BONES, ACHING}

2009-04-13T23:05:00.004-05:00

Interrupt, Hibernation

Engaged, Mystic

Pocketwatch, Pandemic

Foundation, Clamor

Decrepid, Rambling

Comatose, Titillation

Clean, Magnesium

Alleviate, Paramecium

Burnt Out, Fashionably In

Antannea Up, Cowboy Down

Moment of Grace, Displeasured Disgrace

Observer Watching, Magnetic Talking

Enamored and Naked

No Armor Can Take It

That Day

The Empire Died

Replaced Republic

Capitalist

Into a Landslide

Crucifix

{IRIS}

2009-04-13T22:58:00.005-05:00

Harlots Sneezed

My Finger Tipped

The Contagious Squeezed

Saved on the Strip

Caught With

Tender Lit Dame

Wide Eyed Smile

Tell Me Your Secrets

Why Don't You Stay Awhile

The Ones That Whispered

You To Bed

While I Slept in Your Head

Melted Icolation

Awaken Freedom

Independent Dedication

Sign After You Read Em'

{VICTORIAN CHANT}

2009-04-13T22:55:00.003-05:00

Two Way Mirror

Myriad Vision Blasted

Double Glass Fearer

Bronze Golden Casted

All Roads Away Taken

The Candled Dance

Some Questions Forsaken

Flamed Twin Romance

Sonnets Singing

Twisted Mistress

Cerebral Digging

Red Laced Distress

{GATHERED}

2009-04-13T22:48:00.003-05:00

Meditation Fascination

Stripped Me Two Coats Dry

Left Me Wandering Naked

Said Jump Into the Sky

Under a Dried Up Lake

This is the Way to Fly

Tail Swallowing

The Same Snake

No Womb

Left Open

Side Road

To Die

Concentration Sensation

Blew the Razor

Off the Wire

{DEARLY DEPARTED}

2009-04-13T22:42:00.003-05:00

Lego Land Day

In a Simulated City

Trash Truck Ornament

So Nitty Gritty

Museum of the Tenement

No Postulate in Sight

With Tricks for the Trade

New Anti Corporate Slave

Used to Be Anarchist Punk

Homeless Pile Puking Drunk

Now Yuppie Stuck Up

Tight as the Bow

No Arrow Can Shoot the Target

Thread and Needle Can't Sew

No Center on the Mantlepiece

No Fire on the Altar

Watched Atlas Drop the World

But Saved the

Strait of Gibraltar

{IN THROUGH THE SAME DOOR}

2009-04-13T22:35:00.003-05:00

Unread Letters Sent

to Those Friends

We Have Never Even Met

While Scratching

at the Walls

to Tear Out False Eyes

to See the Surreal

Hidden in my Lies

I Could Ask

a Million Questions

but I've Laid

That One to Rest

and If I Had An Answer

I Didn't Last Regret

{NEW VISION III}

2009-03-16T20:44:00.004-05:00

In dreams

I am Walking Around

Endlessly Looking For You

but I Haven't Found

You Yet.

In Dreams

I Push Buttons

and I Pull Instruments

Only Nothing Happens.

In Dreams

I am Running and Falling,

Swooping and Soaring

in Failure and Glory.

In Dreams

I am Waking Up

to Something

I Have Never Seen Before.

In Dreams

I am Waking Up

to My Reflection

and At First

I Didn't Like What I Saw.

I Saw the Hideousness.

I Saw the Pretender.

I Saw the Faker.

I Saw the Liar.

I Saw the Taker.

I Saw the Mental-Masturbater.

In dreams

I am waking up to you.

The one I have always known

only forgot about.

In dreams

none of this stuff

even matters anymore.

In dreams

reality is showing itself

to the waker.

{KOAN 1}

2009-01-26T11:27:00.001-05:00

How Do You Not Think?

{PAST IT}

2009-01-16T15:11:00.004-05:00

Feelings of
Confusion
Upon Opening
This Door

I am Not Sure
What to Do Anymore.
Tired of Tearing
These Heartstrings
Then Running Away From
Inevitable Nothings
An Opening, Opening
A Watcher, Watching
Risk After Risk
Every Moment
Every Day
Every Movement
Every Way.
Still Empty
Still Searching Frantically
For the Fray
Moment After Moment
Without a Compass
Without a Clue
As to What
I Should Do
Hour After Hour
Day After Day
Used to Think
There Was
No Other Way

I Did All These Things
and Then I Left

I Came
and Don't Even
Remember Coming

{FINAL ANALYSIS OF THE COLLAPSE}

2008-12-26T22:50:00.002-05:00

The Radar Tower Has Collapsed

Dilapadated Structure Syntaxed

Synapse Firings and Wanderings

Aimed for the Wrong Place

The Minds Just Wandered

Now Lost in Space

{THE SPONGE}

2008-12-26T22:44:00.003-05:00

Not to be absorbed
by the outside

a confluence of influence
to decide

fates construction
by design

a faint apparition
through the looking
glass eye

cant see I died
to the wind

three sheets in

metaphysical connotation

seen, unseen, deaf
dumb and blind

no senses, no consolation

no more fighting
for the prize

{HORRIBLE POETRY}

2008-12-25T00:21:00.008-05:00

This poem wasnt written
For a Boy or a Girl

It was written with
Not a care in the world

This poem wasn’t written
With you in mind

It wasn’t concerned with
What you think
Needs to be defined

This poem doesn’t care
What you think, you think

This poem doesn’t care
If the beat is going to sink

This poem is an iceberg
It just sank the titanic

This poem is the warning
That puts everyone in a panic

It wasn’t written
To go back in time,

It wasn’t written
To fast-forward or rewind

This poem doesn’t care
If you’re a lover or critic

It doesn’t care if you
Are a sweetheart or very acidic

This poem wasn’t written
To show you fantastical signs

Or write words of grandeur
Or semantics confines

This poem wasn’t written
With the end thought out

It was written at the moment
Of complete sheer doubt

It was written
To satisfy nothing at all

It was written
From the thought of a call

So I hope you don’t try
To figure it all out

Because then
You may miss the point
and You just may pout

This poem might be
Horrible from your observation

But this poem isn't
Based on your creed,
science, nation or religion

This poem is getting
Older with each lined written

It doesn't care if you
Have been shy or
If you have been bitten

This poem doesn’t care about the Pulitzer
You can keep your awards,
They’d fill up the isle of Great Britain

Now I must go I made my point
To write a horrible poem
To break all the rules
To invite the great King Jeroboam

So I will leave you with
A slap in the face
At the end of the stanza
Enjoy this annoying extravaganza

{THE OPENING}

2008-12-17T07:56:00.004-05:00

Two men
Look out

At the sea

Determining

All possibility

Each wave

Is it's own crest

Then it crashes

The sound
That it makes

Sets the tone

Of painful lashes

But underneath

Is something deeper

Turn on the light
And find
The light house keeper

{NEW VISION}

2008-11-16T12:13:00.003-05:00

Eighty four

Thousand doors

Opened to

A new alchemy

And the wind blew

Through the emptiness

Inside of me

No longer

Can understand

With my reasoning

Or intellect

Just some idiot

With a loving heart

A universal dialect

Moving at once

In ten directions

Cutting out the useless

Choice by choice

And by selections

Time to balance
Indirect with Direct

{ENDING}

2008-11-13T15:55:00.004-05:00

One good way to end

Everything you began

Is to stare into

The limelight of it all

{ENTRANCE}

2008-11-13T15:54:00.004-05:00

Yes, I Would Love

To Enter Immediately

Into It's Enchantments

To Live

Each Never Ending
Moment

Without Reference

{CLOSURE}

2008-11-13T15:52:00.001-05:00

I Just Want To Leave

All These Parts of Me
So I Can See It Wholly

Holy

{IMAGINATION}

2008-11-13T15:51:00.003-05:00

Imagine a World

In the Absence of Light

After that

What is there left for you?

Light makes up

Everything we see

Take that away

And its absolutely nothing

Which in itself
Is still something

{GEOMETRY}

2008-11-13T15:49:00.002-05:00

We Spent That Whole Summer

Looking at Right Angles

Only to Pretend They Were Acute

Only to Hate to Talk

In Tongues Obtuse

and Reign Obtrusive

{THE PULSE LINE}

2008-11-13T15:47:00.003-05:00

Never Again

Was That Time

You Swore

and I Saw Your Face
Inside of a Whore

With Icons of Facelessness

Cowardess, Untruth

Everytime We Die

One Breath In

Then One Sigh

{A KILLER}

2008-11-13T15:46:00.003-05:00

Oh Old Nostalgia

And Everything

That Ever Made Me Happy

You Ever Feel Like That?

Or Is It Just Something

That Comes With Age?

A Killer
Some
Psychological Thriller

{MY IGNORANCE}

2008-11-13T15:45:00.002-05:00

Reminds Me

Of Anatomy

Broken Down

Stripped of Everything

I am Wretched Child

Externally

Beautiful Child

Internally

{IT SAID}

2008-11-13T15:36:00.005-05:00

You Will Not Hear

You Will Not Speak

You Will Not See

You Will Forget to Feel

You Will See This in the Future

and Cauterize the Suture

The Wound Will Heal

The Power of Sensation

and Motion Will Steal

and Direct You to Me.

{ENVY}

2008-11-13T15:34:00.002-05:00

That Girl

Who Transformed

Velvet to Sandpaper

Lost Her Innocence

to Thought

Seemed So Much Easier

When We Were Naive

Like a Needle and Thread

Sitting in the Middle of a Room

With Stitches

Splitting at the Seam

{AFLOAT}

2008-11-13T15:32:00.003-05:00

Hovering Against

An Hours Last Time

Last Sand Drops

Of Lovers Lips Locked

Like Paper Mache Skeletons

With Sand Dune Wounds

and Root Cancer Carcasses

Released Through Secret Chambers

No Keys Can Close

{COINED}

2008-11-13T15:29:00.001-05:00

Clouds of Desperation

A Compass to the Sea

I Think Whales

Are Crying for Me

{SPLIT}

2008-11-13T15:27:00.002-05:00

Tides of Divided Highways

Tales of Evaporated Cities

Wakes Move This

Alone Through It

Lungs Fluid Filled

Flatlined

Iron

Cemeteries

{SOUL FILLED}

2008-11-13T15:25:00.002-05:00

She Wades

Through Cesspools

To White Light

I Am Winter Fire

I Know All Too Well

{LUNG FILLED WATER}

2008-11-13T15:23:00.003-05:00

With Every Sunrise

and Sunset Comes
Remembering Every Moment

Then The Time to Forget

With Every Birds Flight

Comes the Crashed Death

With Every Near Sight

Comes the Far Last Breath

With Every Bullets Life

Eventually the Empty Shell

With Every Moment of Heaven

Comes a Moment of Hell

{DISCIPLES OF NOTHING}

2008-11-13T15:18:00.003-05:00

March On, March On

To and Fro

Back and Fourth

The Disciples in Hand

Carry Four Cornered

Wooden Hypocrisy

Hurrah, Hurrah

To Holy Wars

To Shout and Scream

That Mindless Banter

Of God vs Man

Man vs God

vs Machine

While Wires Fell

Like Veins to the Sky

{SECONDS}

2008-11-13T15:17:00.005-05:00

Time Will Fly

As Fast As

Your Heart Will Die

{ARGUMENT}

2008-11-13T15:17:00.004-05:00

Everything We Have

Written Together

Has Been Counter Argued

and Argued

Over the Counter

{THE MEAN MAN}

2008-11-13T15:14:00.003-05:00

Marches On

Half Trodden

On That Beaten Path

To Remember

We've Been Down

That Road Before

and Over There

How I Planted

That Garden

Then Destroyed It

The Very Next Day

How All These Beautiful Things

Stemmed From the Flames

Of Chaos

{JUMPING OFF}

2008-11-13T15:12:00.004-05:00

Taking That Final Plunge

Seems To Be The Next

Step To Financial Freedom

When Your Stocks

Have All Crashed

and There Is

No More Equity

What Is The Next

Thing To Wait For?

A Final Foreclosure?

To Sign on the Dotted Line?

That Debt That

Made You Weep

That Life You Set in Stone

That Death Was Made
In the Cast

{USELESS PROMISE}

2008-11-13T15:09:00.003-05:00

I'll Sit Here

At the Bottom

If You Promise

That Someday

This All Will Rise
To The Top

{SECOND AVE DREAM}

2008-11-13T15:06:00.004-05:00

We All Live

In The Catacomb

no one has awoken from

Still Sleepwalking?

Still Living?

Dying From Dreaming?

It All Remains To Be

Classified Information

There Is No Conspiracy

Or Leakage Of Confidentiality

{SINKING}

2008-11-13T15:02:00.002-05:00

he walks right

through me

and once out

I wonder

about his next

visitation

the repetitious

cluster-fuck

that preoccupies

my space

and time

and this distance

makes my heart

more dilapidated

{BITTER}

2008-11-13T15:00:00.002-05:00

I tasted the

past 5 years

in a matter

of a few seconds

as we walked

down that desolate

street again

many have walked

down before

and realized that these

are the days

these are surely the days

{THE RETURN}

2008-11-13T14:38:00.001-05:00

and when I come back

I find a place

that was never there

{IRIS}

2008-11-13T14:34:00.001-05:00

and I felt it beating down

like the oculus

like the way the sun

beats you down

while dulcimers

spoke louder

than pocket watches

{UNFOLDS}

2008-11-13T14:33:00.001-05:00

tomorrow was just a day

that never existed

yesterday was just a day

much easier than today

today is just a day

transparently revolving

{GIVING UP}

2008-11-13T14:30:00.003-05:00

you ruined your life

and left me behind

to make you feel less guilt

and less of myself

all this makeup in the world

could never cover up

the greatest massacre of mind

the afterglow of silver lined clouds

that come and leave

at the moment of initiation

these warehouses are broken down

there is something beyond these roads

there is something beyond these signs

{FUTILE EFFORT}

2008-11-13T14:27:00.003-05:00

trying too hard again

to write the epic

I'm dead ended again

that place the road stops

the absence of passion

the oxygen gasping

the last breath

whiter to my mind

beneath piles of corpses

times hands tied

laying amassed

cut out the picture of life

in the most intense room

inside my head

back track to the road

not far ahead

{TURNING THE PAGE}

2008-11-13T13:01:00.004-05:00

these words

are just

feelings de-scripted

you can

peel them off

after they

have been lifted

after thats happened

you'll end up

at the beginning

and realize everyone's

losing and really

that's winning

then live another

day out of obligation

and realize

it's too bad you stop

in the middle of space

at the station

and realize there's

so much to look through

so much to see

maybe its stupid

to think you would

have enjoyed that

with me

but here instead

I am writing

the thing I'd said

I'd given up

your still fighting

denying something inside

it's telling you

there's nowhere

else to hide

it's like that bird

locked in the cage

how volcanoes

let out anger and rage

how everything rhymes

this world is a giant stage

the spotlights on you

your sitting there in it

saying there's nothing

to do

{INTERJECTION}

2008-11-12T17:36:00.003-05:00

ptolemy uncovers

heavens tin roof

columbus discovers

tracks of deer hoof

the universe

is mapped out

and charted

the indians

are pushed out

and slaughtered

and we still

call ourselves civil

from pay phones

with a quarter

roll my eyes

into the projector

they captivate

the dream injector

and I sometimes

forget reality

but love

I can't remember

for the life of me

because I carry

the weight of two

worlds that are beyond

and soon it won't matter

I'll be long gone

{WE ARE}

2008-11-12T17:34:00.001-05:00

I'm already

blessed

I'm already

watched over

I'm no more

stressed

I'm no more

colder

{REMEMBER}

2008-11-12T17:33:00.002-05:00

forgot what

it was like

to walk down

the street

to take

a hike

on a fools promise

that you can't see

just try and listen

what he's saying to me

{THE STATUE}

2008-11-12T17:30:00.001-05:00

word sculpture

eaten by a vulture

the bones picked clean

evidence of torture

left at the scene

{THE MOVEMENT THROUGH ABSORPTION}

2008-11-12T17:27:00.002-05:00

a slow pause

has faded

rubies, topaz

emeralds, gold

I am still

fucking jaded

some bitter

asshole

with a plan

no more a boy

turning into

a man

an awkward journey

my bodies on

the gurney

that locked door

now a turn key

fucking oblivion smashed

sense of self trashed

I could keep going

these words will never end

the fashion

the tragic

the trend

all up for grabs

ownership of nothing

only the business man

has the tab

{THE MOVEMENT}

2008-11-12T17:19:00.002-05:00

I witnessed

those legs

get up

and start walking

then hit and missed

those targets

of lips

with words of talking

then forgot to feel

the thoughts

I had been thinking

rows of conceptual

ideas slowly sinking

to the bottom of

that wishing well

where we throw

all our coins

and our secrets

we tell

then we wait,

wait, wait

feeling closer

to hell

still I wait

at the gate

but the doors

are locked

he's nowhere

to be found

that fucking

gatekeeper

somewhere sleeping

asound.

over my shoelaces

I keep tripping

and the paint

in this room

keeps on chipping

but next to me

angels are singing

I am deaf on ears

all these loud noises

are ringing

and I am trying

to keep up with

this rhyming

forming stanzas

a beat is aligning

{THE INSTITUTION}

2008-11-12T10:58:00.002-05:00

no sound

in silence

dream and reality

defiance

not following

schools of fish

on their way

to the nets

to become

a buttered

seafood dish

selling batteries

with no charge

directions from

the gatekeeper

still at large

wanted for the murder

of innocence

a false sheep herder

of dollars and cents

{THE PLUNGE}

2008-11-12T10:37:00.003-05:00

none of you

are real

figments of

imagination

fragments of

exaggeration

swan dive

into the illusion

the dry empty lake

a head-ached

contusion

if I am real

to you

please show me

the way

so these circles

I'm running in

no longer sway

{GREEN BROWN MIX}

2008-11-09T12:22:00.004-05:00

times divide ocean

hands have

broken the waves

arithmetic trapeze motion

goodbye, dark caves

I have had it up to here

my ceiling's fell in

your just nostalgic

and bitter, dear

for a floor

supported win

and a gold

plated syringe

{TIP OF THE SCALES}

2008-11-09T12:15:00.001-05:00

master of the slave

home of the brave

cowards the same

in vernacular choppers

the strippers stare

copping a feel like robbers

you stole my innocence

like card catalogue references

I was left defenseless

{THE SPITE}

2008-11-09T09:05:00.003-05:00

the backseat filled

with no one

they found you

in the trunk

some sick medicine

for the depraved

for every needled gesture

was ten seconds no air

they cut throats in your sleep

they couldn't understand

while you were romanticized

moved by love of despair

moved by frustration of loneliness

climbed into the front seat

from every which way

so their fears were almost gone

because they started again

while people they couldn't see

were doing the same

from those

who have run without

dear you, what a fool I was

{CONDENSATING INTEGERS}

2008-11-08T13:59:00.003-05:00

we walked down

that one way

street before

and the tar

was so hot

our bare feet burned

right down to the bone

cosmetics were all

you said you needed

but it was more

than plastic surgery

and scalpels

to me

that was the difference

between one hundred miles

and a million

if you walked them in my shoes

but you flag down

those yellow cab drivers

its easier for you

{ISLE}

2008-11-08T09:32:00.001-05:00

babylon city

how it weeps

citizens clawing

at the grasp

then clouds rush in

thunderstorms begin

babylon citizen screams

running down

unknown streets

unknown frame of mind

unknown footsteps beat

{FADES}

2008-11-08T09:30:00.001-05:00

if you go

I will stay

in vast winter slumber

wettest of weather day

numb sacrifices

radar antenna decay

poles and signals die

utmost sleep will fade

{FIRE BIRD}

2008-11-08T09:25:00.002-05:00

traveling

through light debris

cant see

through this transparency

cities built themselves

on stilted walking limbos

ladder rung cancers

molt away

to cylindrical quotations

where ashes

where roses

are the same

{ENTRANCE}

2008-11-08T09:22:00.001-05:00

insertion into

the skeleton

the clinging

of claws

the tracks

not tracking

umbilical jaws

{THIRSTY}

2008-11-08T09:20:00.002-05:00

dried up

well wishing

on last legged wings

falling icarus

while roofs

build over

robbery syndicates

ambient in sound

with overtones

of cut tongue conversation

motions rewind

a backwards insecurity

{SYNAPSE FIRE}

2008-11-08T09:15:00.001-05:00

missed connections

crossed circuitry

inside my brain

of silent comatose

hatcheries

{TOWER}

2008-11-08T09:07:00.002-05:00

look to the sky

and there you are

point to the sky

and watch it all

come crashing

and they 'll wave

like you think

they are watching

and they'll watch

like you think

they are sleeping

these eyes wide shut

and I'm dreaming

they eyes wide open

and I'm gleaming

I'm depending

{WEST}

2008-11-08T09:05:00.001-05:00

railroad tracks

to hell

lost in traveled

obscurities

the pulses straight lined

the impulse

marks the needle deep

{EAST}

2008-11-08T09:04:00.003-05:00

the infinite

acknowledgement

where one line

meets the other

from beginning to end

not like the way

circles and squares meet

eyes move like

the oceans swelling

tunnels fly past you

like thoughts do

{SOUTH}

2008-11-08T09:02:00.001-05:00

eyes catch eyes

like knives

and the scenery

with blank stares

and broken minds

the limelight

flows through

the telephone wires

{NORTH}

2008-11-08T01:45:00.002-05:00

my insignificance

had set in

when I spoke to you

in imagery

and read you more openly

like a polygraph

like a curse

of confusion

to the consequence

of fusion

{BURY ME}

2008-11-08T01:43:00.000-05:00

bury me

deep within

this serene

landscape

{TENOR VS BARITONE WAR}

2008-11-08T01:36:00.002-05:00

if only this ink

could wisp me away

on these dear feet

and lightheadedness

the kind that

makes you feel

numb inside

you can feel

every bend

every break

{MESSAGE 1}

2008-11-08T01:27:00.000-05:00

love sees

through all

things greater

than me.

{THE PERFECT DAY}

2008-11-07T18:18:00.003-05:00

there is going

to be that day

where everything

feels so perfect

the airs soft breath

against your lungs

the gentle breeze

the birds flying

over the

daytime sky

it will hit

you harder

than anything

you will know of

that can exist

the hardest of hits

the softest of deaths

these last logs

like a journal

of a persons life

amongst many

that stand before me

and I wish you all farewell

and I wish you all goodnight

as if forever

so sleep tight

all you lovers

this was our time

how they held your heart

in their hands

this is the history

of I'm history

{THE WHEEL}

2008-11-07T18:17:00.001-05:00

rise

stagnate

fall

rebirth

winter

death

spring

warmth

rejuvenate

{JUST IN CASE}

2008-11-07T18:15:00.001-05:00

I will

sit here reading

recounting

all those things

that happened

I will

write them down

I will

remember

all those things

you forgot.

{PREGNANT WITH THE CONCUBINE}

2008-11-06T10:46:00.003-05:00

sleep tight

silent city

fetal position stairways

larvae coming

out of the cracks

of the ceiling

and floors.

cycle birth and death

running down

the hallway

of the hospital

heart monitors

slice and dice

the signal from

the beatings

of your life

the kind that leave

you whimpering

with tail between

the legs.

{EPISTEMOLOGICAL DUALISM}

2008-11-05T21:24:00.003-05:00

A bird rises

in the air

above the horizon

The blood stagnates

in the capillaries

it exists in a

changeless situation.

The tide falls

into itself

its sinks more

and more everyday

and here sits

the prefix

of obscure meaning.

{DEATHLY IN LOVE}

2008-11-05T21:21:00.002-05:00

we lay there

side by side

the stars

are shimmering

and I pointed to one.

my satellite

there it is

it was way

out of reach

it flew by

so fast

we still lay here

side by side

with our headstones

behind us.

{STANDING UP}

2008-11-05T21:17:00.002-05:00

I stood there

for about a minute or so

then the anchor

was tossed overboard.

I clawed on

as hard as I could

held there

by my fingernails.

They started to peel off

one by one

If you were still there

you would have saw

what happened next.

{THE HANDS}

2008-11-03T08:39:00.000-05:00

I've come to claim

my hands back.

one got thrown in a fire

the other into a sea.